Fuck you, July Fuck you, July You always hurt me I can't stand you I don't love you, July I'm screamin' Fuck you, July Fuck you, July You fuckin' punched me Kicked me, stabbed me I don't love you, July Looks like I gotta walk Another empty road Looks like I had another Manic episode Looks like I lost a friend And gained another foe I know that it sounds harsh But that's the way it goes Fuck you, July Fuck you, July You always hurt me I can't stand you I don't love you, July I'm screamin' Fuck you, July Fuck you, July You fuckin' punched me Kicked me, stabbed me I don't love you, July Looks like I got another Broken heart again Looks like I gotta curse And fuckin' starve again Looks like another childhood friend Done died again Looks like I gotta write someone inside the pen Again... Fuck you, July Fuck you, July You always hurt me I can't stand you I don't love you, July I'm screamin' Fuck you, July Fuck you, July You fuckin' punched me Kicked me, stabbed me I don't love you, July Looks like that I was right And that I'm all alone Just give those people time And their true colors show I fuckin' hate you more Than you will ever know I know that it sounds harsh But that's the way it goes... Cunt Fuck you, July Fuck you, July You always hurt me I can't stand you I don't love you, July I'm screamin' Fuck you, July Fuck you, July You fuckin' punched me Kicked me, stabbed me I don't love you, July Fuck you, July Fuck you, July You always hurt me I can't stand you I don't love you, July I'm screamin' Fuck you, July Fuck you, July You fuckin' punched me Kicked me, stabbed me I don't love you, July You're a cunt, and I hate you Wish that God never made you And I pray every day That you die You're a cunt, and I hate you Wish that God never made you And I pray every day That you die (Take 'em to church) You're a cunt, and I hate you Wish that God never made you And I pray every day That you die You're a cunt, and I hate you Wish that God never made you And I pray every day That you die You're a cunt, and I hate you Wish that God never made you And I pray every day That you die You're a cunt, and I hate you Wish that God never made you And I pray every day That you die (Break it down now!) You're a cunt, and I hate you Wish that God never made you And I pray every day That you die You're a cunt, and I hate you Wish that God never made you And I pray every day That you die You're a cunt, and I hate you Wish that God never made you And I pray every day That you Die...

First thing I think about When I wake up in the morning Is a gun in my mouth And shoot my brains on the wall First thing I think about When I wake up in the morning Is a gun in my mouth And shoot my brains on the wall I am laying in a pool of vomit Demons chasing me, I can't stop it Makin' music but I ain't poppin' I just rap about the same topic Gettin' chased by these lame monsters Niggas hate, but they imposters Now I'm loadin' up this whole cartridge So I can put a bullet in my skull cartlidge And I don't give a fuck how you feel about it So you can suck my dick and make it sloppy And you can keep all your fuckin' rhetoric And all that cliche shit, you can't stop me Think about your family Think about your friends I don't have friends And my family doesn't give a fuck Never get what I deserve Never get a thing I want Other day I talked to God And told him he's a fuckin' cunt Music only keeps me sane I don't do this shit for fun Honestly I hate this shit I wish I had a frickin' gun I turned into a stick in the mud I hope I leave a fuckin' mess And then you slip in the blood First thing I think about When I wake up in the morning Is a gun in my mouth And shoot my brains on the wall First thing I think about When I wake up in the morning Is a gun in my mouth And shoot my brains on the wall They try to guilt you When they say you're bein' selfish You're bein' selfish If you want to me to breathe You're just hopin' to yourself You're not the reason I bleed You don't want a guilty conscience And you leave when I need you So when you tell me that you care I don't believe you And when I told you I was happy I decieved you An eye for an eye The one you turned that was blind And you can have the one that never turned dry From the cries I dream of fucking On a deep red river bed And Death orgasms from me As I give her head I shove my soul inside her pussy And she shivers legs She wraps her legs around my waist And then she twists my neck Lady Luck once Came around the way We tried to fuck But she couldn't take the pain I tried to go to Heaven Just the other day God told me I should stay the Hell away First thing I think about When I wake up in the morning Is a gun in my mouth And shoot my brains on the wall First thing I think about When I wake up in the morning Is a gun in my mouth And shoot my brains on the wall First thing I think about When I wake up in the morning Is a gun in my mouth And shoot my brains on the wall First thing I think about When I wake up in the morning Is a gun in my mouth And shoot my brains on the wall First thing I think about When I wake up in the morning Is a gun in my mouth And shoot my brains on the wall First thing I think about When I wake up in the morning Is a gun in my mouth And shoot my brains on the wall (Shoot the left one) First thing I think about When I wake up in the morning (Shoot the right one) Is a gun in my mouth And shoot my brains on the wall (Shoot the left one) First thing I think about When I wake up in the morning (Shoot the right one) Is a gun in my mouth And shoot my brains on the wall (Shoot the left one) First thing I think about When I wake up in the morning (Shoot the right one) Is a gun in my mouth And shoot my brains on the wall (Shoot the left one) First thing I think about When I wake up in the morning (Shoot the right one) Is a gun in my mouth And shoot my brains on the wall How will I get by day to day? It's so hard (Gun in my mouth And shoot my brains on the wall) And how will I still pump blood With a broken heart? (Gun in my mouth And shoot my brains on the wall) Oh, it all feels better when you're blind I don't wanna see (Gun in my mouth And shoot my brains on the wall) And a lovely tre pound to the crown Would set me free (Gun in my mouth And shoot my brains on the wall) What's the point in living When every day goes the same? (Gun in my mouth And shoot my brains on the wall) And the ever that you make to try to change it Makes you go insane? (Gun in my mouth And shoot my brains on the wall) And nothing's ever really been the same Since I lost my mind (Gun in my mouth And shoot my brains on the wall) And it seems like the only thing gained Is more lost time (Gun in my mouth And shoot my brains on the wall) Sometimes I wanna run up in the fuckin' buildin' And kill every damn civillian put their motherfuckin' (Brains on the wall) Sometimes I wanna grab a motherfuckin' weapon Send your pussy ass to heaven, put your motherfuckin' (Brains on the wall) Don't give a fuck about your spouse, or sons or daughters Leave 'em motherfuckin' slaughtered, when I put your fuckin' (Brains on the wall) And fuck your boyfriend, fuck that nigga I should pull the fuckin' trigger, then I'll bust a fuckin' nut upon his (Brains on the wall) First thing I think about When I wake up in the morning Is a gun in my mouth And shoot my brains on the wall First thing I think about When I wake up in the morning Is a gun in my mouth And shoot my brains on the wall First thing I think about When I wake up in the morning Is a gun in my mouth And shoot my brains on the wall First thing that comes to mind When I think of you together Is a gun in my mouth And shoot my brains on the wall

Give me all your hate Give me all your judgement Spread your rumors And make all of your assumptions Make your jokes about a man who can’t function Shun him… I had dreams But you never did believe in it I’m deceased by the time You receive this shit I’m a demon in the room That you’re breathing in Not surprised when I see You never grieved a bit All this fuckin’ speculation “What you do to your wrist?” Nothin’ happened I was murdered by a beautiful bitch Every time I think I’m happy Then I’m losing a friend You know what’s crazy? If I could, then I would do it again You used to look at me with reverence Now you treat me like I’m irrelevant Fuck it, to Hell with it Send it down here where the Devil is The only person in the room addressing the elephant Everyone in here is drunk I’m the only one sober Guess nobody gives a fuck That my life is over Trapped in Hell I feel the heat Feel my body smolder Hear the Devil callin’ me Demons gettin’ closer Leave it here fucked up Don’t change a thing Don’t change a thing Leave it here fucked up Can’t change a thing Can’t change a thing Tried to beat depression But my grievance don’t fight fair Hardly ever sleep Because of fear of the nightmares Dreamin’ of a rope And good height on the right chair No sign of hope But the demon is right here No sign of God Just Satan, it’s perfect Had a bit of doubt But the world confirmed it Buried all my sorrow But you tried to unearth it I no longer hope ’cause I don’t think that it’s worth it Soul grown cold To the foes choose over me Feelin’ hot coals I approach Hell’s opening Flashback back To the rape, and the choking me Hate lied dormant Finally starts smoldering You used to look at me with reverence Now you treat me like I’m irrelevant Fuck it, to Hell with it Send it down here where the Devil is The only person in the room addressing the elephant Everyone in here is drunk I’m the only one sober Guess nobody gives a fuck That my life is over Trapped in Hell I feel the heat Feel my body smolder Hear the Devil callin’ me Demons gettin’ closer Leave it here fucked up Don’t change a thing Don’t change a thing Leave it here fucked up Can’t change a thing Can’t change a thing I feel the Devil’s Ominous presence Haunted by my fuckin’ past Though I’m in the present The dire things Finally expired me I’m hated by the women That inspire me The irony That all the cool things I do is Just to impress my muses But the truth is They can never hear my music I need the pain I keep bottled up I can’t lose it So I need to hunger for closure And make myself starve when it’s closer And keep it in motion The ingredient to the potion Cried a pool, a sea of tears Now I need an ocean You used to look at me with reverence Now you treat me like I’m irrelevant Fuck it, to Hell with it Send it down here where the Devil is The only person in the room addressing the elephant Fall down Down with me Down with me Drown with me In this Boundless sea Down with me Drown with me In Hell I’m in nothin’ but turmoil And I’m in nothin’ but pain Watchin’ all your friends turn on you It’ll drive you insane I’m in nothin’ but turmoil And I’m in nothin’ but pain Watchin’ all your friends turn on you It’ll drive you insane I’m in nothin’ but turmoil And I’m in nothin’ but pain Watchin’ all your friends turn on you It’ll drive you insane I’m in nothin’ but turmoil And I’m in nothin’ but pain Watchin’ all your friends turn on you It’ll drive you insane I’m in nothin’ but turmoil And I’m in nothin’ but pain Watchin’ all your friends turn on you It’ll drive you insane Fall down with me Fall down with me Fall down with me Fall down with me Fall down with me Fall down with me Fall down with me Fall down with me Fall down… Fall down Down with me Down with me Drown with me In this Boundless sea Down with me Drown with me In Hell

I can play a song for you I can play a song for you But it doesn't really matter Doesn't really matter I can write a song for you I can write a song for you But it doesn't really matter Doesn't really matter I can see the sunlight Nice day full of sunshine But it doesn't really matter Doesn't really matter I just wanna let my soul burn People tell me that they're concerned But it doesn't really matter Doesn't really matter I could tell you that I miss you I don't hate you, I forgive you But it doesn't really matter Doesn't really matter Mother said she loves me Brother said he loves me But it doesn't really matter Doesn't really matter Dying on the bathroom floor Momma runnin' through the bathroom door But it doesn't really matter Doesn't really matter Death won't reject me And I know Heaven won't accept me But it doesn't really matter Doesn't really matter I'm so depresssed But I have to keep it all inside (Doesn't really matter) But I'm happy for you But I can't tell you I got too much pride (Doesn't really matter) I only wish That I could somehow Turn back time (Doesn't really matter) But it's too late I've lost your faith And I'm now I'm dying (Doesn't really matter) I can play a song for you I can play a song for you But it doesn't really matter Doesn't really matter I just sang a song for you I just sang a song for you And it didn't even matter Didn't even matter